sábado, 22 de mayo de 2010

What's Loneliness?!

In these bored moments, this question is bouncing in my brain, if there’s a neuron working after so much drama in my head. Here’s the explanation:

To me loneliness is my partner, the one who’s always there without callin’ it, the one who’s with me, it doesn’t matter what i’m doing. Like is a part of CLINT EASTWOOD from the intermittent animated group GORILLAZ: “I aint happy, i’m feeling glad, i got sunshine in a bag, i’m kinda useless but not for long, my future is coming on… (that’s all in your head)”; I feel useless sometimes, even if I feel like i’m owning the world, but I know that brief thoughts are only in my head, because I know that I can bring best of me even the world turns its back on me.

Like my best friend said to me (also my spiritual guide): “YOU ARE VERY CREATIVE”, I know that I can do it better, but in every creative step always is a “blank”, but mine has become into a ocean of blanks! I give to him the THANKS for opening my eyes for like.. a million time: THANK YOU MY FRIEND!

I’m not gonna deny that I feel sometimes the need of having someone that fills that empty which comes with loneliness, but looking my life, the moments that I have been completely alone (it doesn’t matter if I was dancing or drinking with my friends), were that ones that I can really appreciate the beauty that life has give to me: my family (they’re a little bit crazy), my true friends, and those situations which I have take my own portion of teaching.

So, dear readers, DON’T be afraid when you feel alone, because those moments are which you have to enjoy to: find the real you, evaluate the situations that you’re in, clean your feelings closet of bad and useless things, read that book that you said “I don’t have enough time for it”, dancing that song like freaks without thinking if someone’s is watching you.. finally… to BE HAPPY!

Thanks for reading,
Josemaría.

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